Salaam!
Remember my previous post 'Our perfect stories'? Well that afternoon I was called by an officer and asked to apply for a job there. Please make du'a for me, may Allah send me to a place that is best for my Deen..
Its been 50 days since new year, I thought that things will get better. Perhaps it is, over there, somewhere.. When I was younger, one of the principles that I hold unto the most was that ' if I can't do good things, then at least I don't do the bad ones.' Always like that. If I can't be of any help, then at least I don't become any trouble. If I can't comfort, then at least I don't hurt. If I can't reduce your burden, then at least I try not to weighten.
Until during these recent years that Allah put me into different situations.. That what if I have to choose? Between to do good, or to avoid badness. Between healing a few hearts over here, or to stop hurting a heart over there. What if I have to choose only one? Between the former and the latter, its time to pick and swallow.
Thats why.. I'll finally leave.. Because I think not to hurt is always important than offering comfort. Always like that. Not to do sin is more important. No need to regret, what is past, is past. Let the bygones be bygones, but don't let the lessons slip. Its always the perfect time for there's no way for us to know what could have been.
No need to worry though.. For each day that passes is a day closer to our meetings.. With you, with death, with our grave and most important, with Him.
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