Salaam!
Life has been insanely occupied with work and other responsibilities this past weeks that only yesterday I realised I missed the 15th May without even remembering that it was a very important date for me.. Not that it matters much, it's just a date anyway, what concerns me is that I don't think I can leave my piling projects for these next weeks.
Work is fun though, get to meet and interact with other people, of mostly older age. Its funny too when many of my colleagues are my dad's ex-classmates at college. But hey! Yesterday there's this dad's friend that asked me how many child do I have. Strange. I mean its the first time am asked with that question, usually its that 'when will you get married' type lol. Soon insyaAllah. I guess I dont look that young anymore XD
Anyway, driving through the nostalgic road home, I can't help it but to let my mind wander on its own, to the time that I can no longer trace, seeing people that I don't seem to remember if they're still alive or already passed away. And there's these bulky things amassing within my chest that I can't seem to translate into words, and sometimes its sad to know that people won't understand my silence (even when I know I can't understand their's). And there's these problems that I know I'm not wise enough to deal with, which I think for now I'm just wise enough to stop wanting to know..
These days are getting gloomy ain't it..
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