Life's been fully packed, hardly have the time to write again nowadays, though at times I really feel that I want to say about soooo many things. Actually in some occasions I DO have the time but somehow I'm not in the condition to write anything. So tonight I guess I have both the time and will insyaAllah ':D
First of all, yesterday I met an old friend from middle school, a hostel mate. I was unable to recognize him at first while shaking hands with him before the Maghrib prayer, but when I do, he asked, "Is this real? Is this real?!" I don't quite understand but looking back, we're both reverts so somehow I think I know what he meant. As hostelites, we were quite close since we spent so much time doing sports together. To think that we would stand side by side worshipping our Creator, this was never expected or imagined. Sure made us feel very grateful that He chose us among many others to become Muslims. A good reminder for us to thank Allah for the blessings He has bestowed upon us and oh, becoming a Muslim is one of the greatest blessings that we should be grateful of. :)
Up next, I'll be completing half of my deen soon insyaAllah. Apart from don't know what to do or what to think, I'm not that clueless to not understand how some people feel. I know this will be hard, I know that things wont be the same again, but what can I accomplish? I don't think I can repair those hopes some people put on me so yeah, while I'm powerless my kind thoughts and du'as are with you guys. InsyaAllah I will try my best to make this work, the things that is in front of me. Make du'as for me too, I will need them.
Soon it will be my fourth years as a Muslim too. Never thought that I'll live this long. I'm always amused by the quote of one sahabah that said if he is able to finish the date he is chewing, verily he had lived a very long life. So the time is as good as any other time for us to ask ourselves, have we spent our time wisely? Though I'm honestly still feel disappointed with myself upon the rights that I failed to fulfill. For that, I truly hope that I'm forgiven..
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