the fall

Salaam.

Its been a while, isnt it?

Though actually Im a bit reluctant to write while my ruhi felt this weak, but this time I decided to write anyway. At times, we write not because we're strong but rather we write because we're weak, and apparently we have only Allah and ourselves to talk to.

Its been long, and there are things that should've been left behind long ago, but we didn't. And as we walked along this path, we grew, and it grew too, stronger, and it sticks! What can be done?

Our state have it ups and downs and apparently recently my fall had left a crack in my emaan. Should've tend to it immediately, what a mistake. Its scary how people can change, and its scary how my weak state affect those who are near.

But hey, I get to learn something, when you are broken, repair it immediately for if not, you'll get used to and thinks that you're okay. Just saying, so that you dear self, won't have to learn it the hard way again..